by any chances, in silence where the haze of songs become loud and clearly touch the ears.. why should I feel it devotedly crooked up and remember all the stupid pledges. those stupid thing.. not a pledges that you should fulfill and i dont expect it to be fulfilled either.
by any chances, of a crowd and all the people, why should my eye finds. watched from the distance, and got distracted easily like a coward. why i always know the latest news, that make me feel in disarray, when i dont even try to know anyway.
and, why should I always felt this way alone, always, like all of my wholetime. im the one who knows everything about anyone. no, i dont want any answer and i dont expect a good answer that somehow could made up my soul.
why should i feel this when i honestly dont want anything to happen.
i am, i am a freak who still share feeling in this site. and whatsoever, someday when i re read this, i feel shame and regret my self to death then just delete this post delightfully.
Devina Rahmadewi, blogging since 2009.
