It's 9 pm in Jogjakarta. I just want to talk about my INFP guy who already accompany me for 2 years. It will be basically an unstructured post and there's no pattern in it. I just want to write down my feeling, effortlessly.
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Never thought that I'd love a guy this much
It's like i could spend the rest of my life with him without being bored.
Your existence
The way you appreciate me for who I am
The way you glance at me in the middle of the crowd
The way you express your feeling
The way you wrapped your arm around me
Your jokes
Your laugh
Your touch
Your hug
I just can't get enough of how much do I need you to fill me up
But it feels so good
But scary at the same time
I just want to love you as simplest as a woman can love a man and receive everything wholeheartedly without being envious on which one is already giving more.
We do fight
We cry (basically it's just me)
We hate each other sometimes
but never in a mean time i want to runaway, or at least expecting you to go
this circumstance sucks sometimes
but this circumstance is the one who made us strong
I'm living this circumstance with a joy and harmony
isn't the goal for an ENFJ and INFP relationship is to find harmony within each other?
I'm no good at words, this feeling is also actually indescribeable
but can I just stick with you until then, please?
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