Rahasia

I am completely infatuated by indie kind of music and stuff. Some people think that this kind of music is a frivolous one, but I despite it as the genial of the music nowadays. There is one band, named Payung Teduh who take all of my attention about Indie music especially in Indonesia (After The S.I.G.I.T, of course). They're a lyrical genius (as my friend of mine said that and I undeniably agree). Here is one of their song which is so.... calming and daintily beauty.

Tak ada sore dan udara menjadi segar
Tak ada gelap lalu mata enggan menatap
Tak ada bintang mati butiran pasir terbang ke langit
Tak ada fajar hanya remang malam semua tlah hilang, terserang matahari..

Harum mawar membunuh bulan
Rahasia tetap diam tak terucap
Untuk itu semua aku mencarimu
Berikan tanganmu jabat jemariku
Yang kau tinggalkan hanya harum tubuhmu
Berikan suaramu pada semua bisikanku
Memanggil namamu..

Atau kau ingin aku berteriak sekencang-kencangnya
Agar seluruh ruangan ini bergetar oleh suaraku

Ini rahasiaku
Tak ada gelap segelap jauh darimu
Tak ada terang yang seterang sinarmu
Tak ada lagi bintang mataku
Ketika bayanganmu menjauh, membentang
Kau buat rindu dan harapku melayang-layang
Kamu pernah menjadi senja menenggelamkan semua
Kini yang tersisa hanya aroma tawa
Yang tersisa hanya harum air mata
Lalu aku mencari suara, kuobrak-abrik namamu
Aku mencari wujudmu
Aku mencarimu
Aku mencarimu…

(i could listen to Rahasia rapidly without getting bored, i love this song so much)

As this blogpost's tittle said, the title of the song is "Rahasia".
I find myself being less poppy, lately. I mean I love pop but I thought it's too.. oldschool maybe. I don't know, I just enjoyed my taste of music. Call me hipster loony dude or whatever cause I don't care I just love Indie too much.

Just in case you wanna know about my life lately, it's 33 days before national exam. and bam, my school life is immediately over. Ugh, my guts shaking as hell everytime i thought about the exam thing and all the stuffs. I feel strange..... for approximately 12 years of a school life, it's gonna reach the climax on 14th April soon. How does it feel to become an adult.. college life, harder task about college, find a job, marriage, raise kiddo, bigger deal about life, and so on. Everyday is a mystery and I hope I'll find no doubt for every single step that I will go through.

PS Tomorrow is Math, final school test. Humphy. Reach me when I'm poppy!

my face nowadays will, immediately be removed xixi